I will give the rest of update after my oncology visit on Thursday.
I tell my family that I'm so sorry that I'm snappy, tired and short tempered. It's because I can see how short life is now, my eyes have been opened. I can see everything I need to teach them before I go. Everything I want to become and learn before I leave this beautiful earth. For the last 7 months I haven't sat down to relax for more than 10 mins. Then, yesterday I was playing with my baby Lilee on the floor with the other children close by. There was a moment that was quite, I looked at my husband and he looked at me and my heart was filled with overwhelming love that my Father in Heaven has for me. I am so blessed. I have so much. I have been given it all... A loving family that is mine forever.